ALMOST PERFECT.

She was the best thing that had ever happen in my life. It has always been me, myself and I. Nobody else. People find it easier to enter my life with hope but left in despair. They find it easier leaving rather than staying to pick up the pieces of the broken protagonist.

But she was different and I didn't know it. Then, I thought she'd be like the many other passerby that strolled passed; filled with false pretense and pride.

She shine the brightest in a place full of humans and bloomed the prettiest when no one's around but the two of us. Where do i start, telling you how amazing this girl is?

 We chased our demons away in the witching hour; she held my hands ever so tightly as we ran towards oblivion. She'd traced her fingers along my jawline as we catch our breath, brought her lips too close to my ears and whispered, "I'll never let you go." She always knew the right words to say at the perfect time. She's a mind reader.

She have this habit of staring right into my eyes like they tell a story of their own- my stories. She'd then blink twice, look down and smile.  I'd asked her why whenever she did that. But all she'd let out was, "It's intriguing." She's full of mysteries.

Nights where my thoughts consumed the best of me as I lay in the dark juggling between life and death. Nights where she seemed too far away from me and when I thought I messed up and lose  her, my phone will always ring. It was her voice at the other end of the line and right there I felt the weight of the world on my shoulders slowly, dissolving into the midst of the night. "I'm thinking of you, tonight." She's my guardian angel.

My days were dull and if they were a pack of colour pencils, they'd all be between white black and grey. I don't have places to go and in my room is all you'll always find me. Hiding behind the door windows shut and curtains close letting the music swallow me whole. Then came a tap on my window. I'll drag my feet with reluctance towards the window to see her, with that contagious smile on her face shouting at me, "Hey, let's go somewhere!" She's my escape.

Her smile, you should see her smile. She had no dimples, nor the best set of teeth like other girls. But when she flips her hair, looked up to me and smile, there's more to life to live for. And so, I lived for her.

Did you ever hear her laughter? When she laughs, she could made them hummingbird sing the sweetest melody. It gave me tingles down to my toes. I like that feeling, having butterflies in the pit of my stomach as she giggled while tucking her hair behind her ears.

She is my world and nothing else matters. She was the center of my attention and after she came  into my life, there's so much more in life and death wasn't the only way out. She picked up the broken pieces and love the vulnerable protagonist as I am, like I'm her masterpiece. She mend me and chased out my demons. She taught me how to love, without expecting anything back. She taught me how happiness should be shared and I love her to death.

She knows so much about me and i know nothing about her. That as she fix me every time, she's much more broken herself and all she ever wanted was to be saved. But I was oblivious as all I ever cared was how she made me complete. I'm selfish, selfish for her life and love. But I take no notice to the scars on her arms and the tears that had traced down her cheeks.

Oblivious that every night she called me, all she ever wanted was for me to hear her out. Every time she brought me to places, all she ever wanted was to stay in our little world and never return to the real one. Every time she looked into my eyes, she was searching for an answer, how to escape the misery she felt. Every time she traced her fingers down my jaw line and every time she held my hand, all she ever wanted was for me to hold on to her and never let go.

How can i not know?

She's so perfect to me,I see pass her scars. And more than anything, I'd love to rewind and fall in love with her all over again.

But this time.

I'll be her everything.